talk too much.

WARNING! LIFE RANT AHEAD!

So basically I'm scared I'm not going to pass the first year of my degree. I've left it all too late, I have too much to do and not enough time to do it in. If I fail at this I have nothing. This is all I'm good at and I'm not even good enough at it. I can't do anything else with my qualifications, this is it, my one shot at a decent career and I'm fucking it up. I still can't believe I actually got into cardiff. They shouldn't have let me in. I'm not clever enough. I think I'm just sick of myself being a goddamn failure at everything I try. I'm Midas' opposite, everything I touch turns to ash.